“Our Lord showed me a spiritual sight…I saw that He is to us everything that is good and comfortable for us: He is our clothing that for love wrappeth us, claspeth us, and all encloseth us for tender love, that He may never leave us; being to us all-thing that is good, as to mine understanding…
He showed me a little thing, the size of an hazelnut, in the palm of my hand; and it was as round as a ball. I looked thereupon with eye of my understanding, and thought: What may this be? And it was answered generally thus: It is all that is made. I marvelled how it might last, for methought it might suddenly have fallen to naught for littleness. And I was answered in my understanding: It lasteth, and ever shall for that God loveth it. And so all things hath being by the love of God.
In this little thing I saw three properties. The first is that God made it, the second is that God loveth it, the third, that God keepeth it. But what is to me verily the Maker, the Lover, and the Keeper…Also our Lord God showed that it is full great pleasance to Him that a helpless soul come to Him simply and plainly and homely. For this is the natural yearnings of the soul, by the touching of the Holy Ghost (as by the understanding that I have in this showing):
God, of Thy goodness, give me Thyself: for Thou art enough to me, and I may nothing ask that is less that may be full worship to Thee; and if I ask anything that is less, ever me wanteth, but only in Thee I have all.
For His goodness comprehendeth all His creatures and all His blessed works, and overpasseth without end. For He is the endlessness, and He hath made us only to Himself, and restored us by His blessed passion, and keepeth us in His blessed love; and all this of His goodness.”
Julian of Norwich (1342-1416) in Showings, also known as, Revelations of Divine Love (CSD edition) excerpt from the First Revelation.
Yesterday we determined that sometimes prayer is a quiet time when we don’t hear much from God. Other times, like this one recounted for us in ancient English, we have revelations, showings, or in modern terms, “a-ha moments,” where the lights come on and things become clear. Why include “a spiritual sight” from Julian today?
The reason we practice the discipline of prayer, often in silence and solitude, is so that, should God reveal Himself, we are in a posture of receiving and sharing His gifts. Personally, I think most people are so busy and their lives are filled with so much noise that they allot no time for prayer or solitude and could not hear God’s voice if he shouted to them with a megaphone.
For David, the Psalmist, the “showings” only happen in the stillness and out of the stillness emerges the gift of “knowing.” Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. Psalm 46:10. That means all people (“nations”) and all creation, (“the earth”), including hazelnuts, shout the wonder of our Creator, Sustainer, and Redeemer.
Think on these things in silence for five minutes today with our Maker, Lover, and Keeper as the celebration of “His blessed passion” draws ever nearer.