In her deep anguish Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly. And she made a vow, saying, “Lord Almighty, if you will only look on your servant’s misery and remember me, and not forget your servant but give her a son, then I will give him to the Lord for all the days of his life, and no razor will ever be used on his head.” As she kept on praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth. Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving but her voice was not heard. Eli thought she was drunk and said to her, “How long are you going to stay drunk? Put away your wine.” “Not so, my lord,” Hannah replied, “I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the Lord. Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief.” Eli answered, “Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him.” 1 Samuel 1:10-17
“Fasting has the ability to make even those who are sterile pregnant on short notice, to change an infertile womb into fecund soil, and to give children who are prophets as a reward for abstinence. For what is it that we have been taught by divine scripture? And Hannah was despondent, it says, and she wept and would not eat. Yet fasting gave the sterile woman the prophet Samuel. Do you see the rewards of fasting? Do you see the kinds of fruits it produces for those who make use of it? How it dries up the wellsprings of fornication and instead opens up wombs withered by sterility? How it prunes the thorns of sin planted by thoughts and never brings forth the fruits of impiety? Yet godly fasting is not only able to accomplish all these things; it also has the ability to make gentle those who are cruel and to draw compassion from those who lack it, softening the harshness of the stubborn as in a forge.”
Hesychios of Jerusalem (d. 450) in Fasting.
Today’s reading from this ancient treatise reminds me of the miracles fasting can work in our lives. As I read this, I was reminded of sins and habits fasting has rooted out of my own life.
I thought of miracles I have prayed for and witnessed related to provision or healing.
And it inspires me to consider what fasting will look like in my life after Lent. I want to make it an ongoing and weekly discipline. I want to lean into what that might look like. Care to join me?
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