Be careful not to harbor this wicked thought: “The seventh year, the year for canceling debts, is near,” so that you do not show ill will toward the needy among your fellow Israelites and give them nothing. They may then appeal to the LORD against you, and you will be found guilty of sin. Deuteronomy 15:9
‘Be attentive to yourself,’ says Moses (Deut. 15:9. LXX) – that is, to the whole of yourself, not to a few things that pertain to you, neglecting the rest. By what means? With the intellect assuredly, for nothing else can pay attention to the whole of yourself. Set this guard, therefore, over your soul and body, for thereby you will readily free yourself from the evil passions of body and soul.
Take yourself in hand, then, be attentive to yourself, scrutinize yourself; or, rather, guard, watch over and test yourself, for in this manner you will subdue your rebellious unregenerate self to the Spirit and there will never again be ‘some secret iniquity in your heart’ (Deut. 15:9). If, says, the Preacher, the spirit that-rules over the evil demons and passions rises up against you, do not desert your place (cf, Eccles. 10:4) – that is to say, do not leave any part of your soul or body unwatched.
In this way you will master the evil spirits that assail you and you will boldly present yourself to Him who examines hearts and minds (cf. Ps. 7:9); and He will not scrutinize you, for you will have already scrutinized yourself. As St Paul says, ‘If we judged ourselves we would not be judged’ (1 Cor. 11:31).
Gregory Palamas (1296-1359) was a monk of Mount Athos and later archbishop of Thessalonica in “In Defense of Those who Devoutly Practice a Life of Stillness” in Philokalia V4.349.
As we draw near to the end of the exploration of “examine” in Philokalia, a collection of texts written between the 4th and 15th centuries by spiritual masters, we find a key idea that can literally save our lives.
We must not, as Moses wrote, harbor any wicked thought. Wicked is a biblical word for wrong. But notice the specific wrong thought we must not harbor. We must not value money over our fellow man. We must not treasure possessions over people. We must help others or be found by the Lord as guilty of sin.
Pause today and think about what you have and how you could use what you have to help others. Don’t exclude any part of yourself to the thought. Don’t let any aspect of your being go unwatched in this examination.
Why? Otherwise the evil one will worm his way of thinking into your life. The evil one will assail you and get a foothold. How does this take shape practically speaking? Let me reference my preaching tomorrow. I will preach on the Parable of the Soils from Luke’s Gospel.
Worldly thinking hardens our hearts. Against the needy we develop bitter or critical thoughts toward them. The world want them to reap the fruit of their bad decisions. Imagine if Jesus let us reap the fruit of ours.
Others harbor issues, like rocks in their lives. The Word cannot take root and bear fruit unless they remove them. Still more also have their faith choked out by the cares of this physical life. Both rocks and weeds can be removed.
My friend Jeff, who I visited in Adelaide this week, regularly walks his fields with a shovel. He collects rocks and removes weeds. Watching him impressed upon me the daily discipline of this work.
Walk the field of your heart this morning. What thoughts have your harbored like rocks? Collect and remove them. What weeds have sprouted. Uproot them. Make way for the seed of the Word of God.
The Word tells us to use what you have to bless others. Do it with thanksgiving that God did not spare His own son but gave Him up for us all.
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